Tina (Nick Nick's) moma~ said: February 2, 2010 4:50 am PST
Debbie,
First, Your son Isaac is Beautiful. Sweet eyes and beautiful smile and hair.
I am so sorry that you and I have the same sadness and pain in life of losing our son's by suicide, but also know you and I share an AMAZING love....that of our Beautiful Boy's, and the honor and priveledge it was and is to be their "moma's".
My son Nicholas died by suicide on Oct. 23rd 2008, he had just turned 25 on Aug, 24th.
Second, what a beautiful, beautiful memorial website you have created for your Isaac. Not only have you honored his life here, but you have also acknowlegded "every" suicide vitim and the survivor's as well.
Oh my goodness! You are a piece of that hope that God gives me, hope that I too can and will go on "living" life after my son's suicide and once again sing praise's to God.
It has been just 15 months, but I surrendered "ALL" to Him, on Jan 7th of this year, and God did heart surgery on me that night as I slept. When I awoke, I knew HE had done some work in my heart, soul and spirit. Since that day, I have had some "calm" after the storm of losing Nick, and HIS "peace" did come in and still resides.
Like you though, I still and always will love and miss my son...always!!!
You are 3+ years out, and because of moma's like you who have SURVIVED the loss of your child by suicide, it gives me another knotch of hope, that I too will, not only survive but "LIVE" again.
There are so many beautiful things, pictures and songs that you have here on Isaac's site that I love. You did a beautiful job of sharing your son's LIFE. It is so very evident that he was so loved by you and that you loved him so very much also.
Hugs to you and your family.
May God continue to be Glorified in your life, even through the worst of life's storms. Your love for God and your son, shines bright...you are a beautiful light. Thank you and God Bless.
Prayers of Love and Peace within, Tina~ Nick's moma~pos
Also moma to Gregory & Journey.